Musings of a Beautiful soul

365 days of busy life where I hardly remember my age and the time gone by. Then the D-day comes reminding me with flashes and floods of memories that has held me in one piece.  Last leg of my 20's. Feeling like been there done that. Does birthdays bring emotions?  To an extent it does for me. Stepping into this era makes me feel like a big fat year has arrived . Too many feelings floating in my mind, gonna pick some and give a pass to some. My expressions may not be true to the bubbles brewing in my heart, nonetheless I am gonna do it. I am grateful for the past 28 years of  my life. I have come a long way. And now here I am, standing confidently tall with some achievements and many more milestones to reach in life. It's not just about 2.8 decades of breathing. Lived a life with whole lot of experience from varied walks of life. In this journey I have become part of a beautiful life and the life made me a  part of its grandeur and flamboyance. Tougher the situation, ...

Analysing on a recent life event, why that happened? Remember that if it hurts you, it hurts them too. Why there came a phase of bitterness in a relationship, I realised that it was a contribution at both ends. There's no point in blaming the other person and proving oneself right! If one has done wrong to you, you need to know that somewhere you may be the reason for it. In this friendship or companionship where they were once a stranger turned out to be friends and then a bond with clear understanding and being there for each other as well wishers. At a certain point, I realised that it had started fading away. Bitterness had started settling in from the other side. If one could not understand the real you, then it is probably not something to hold on to. My dear self, No... I am not hurt. Analysing on my own self and asking question where did I go wrong? Though I got my answer but the fact is my words and actions were misunderstood. Communication gap once again led to more misun...

Absence will make the heart grow fonder :) #myhuman  #SYWISY #26jan24 

The pain remains within. At times it becomes difficult when you are just not able to express it. If only you were a person to share your pain. So that you could get a shoulder to lean and cry on.

100 Sufferings 10 blessings A story which 100s of people see today is only the 10 blessings which they call as "luck" but not even 10 people can see the 100s of past sufferings. Well, it doesn't matter. Trusting the Almighty and practicing to count the blessings. #Gratitude #lifeisbeautiful #beautifulinsideout

Today he wrote to me - "Romi mera pyara" When I read that, I felt so loved. The very next moment it took me back to the first kiss (IDKY) No!! It wasn't a kiss on the lips. But instead a FH Kiss. In the pub, sitting besides me, in the middle of our conversation, He gave me a Forehead kiss. And immediately said - Sorry To which I responded, You don't have to. I consider this as a huge respect. That feeling is something which I can't express in words but can only feel it. It was genuine, felt deep within. If only I could've paused that moment where I literally felt Dopamine releasing in my brain. My dearest Mr Mine, Thank you!!! I'll always remember the first time you kissed me on my forehead❤️ PS: I find forehead kisses highly romantic. #080223