On this beautiful day of the Nativity of Mother Mary , I experienced the simple joy of giving. This morning, I called the society security guard and handed over some unused groceries and clothes. The smile on his face is something I will cherish for life. His words touched me“This will be sufficient for many months, and my wife and daughter will be extremely happy.” In that simple moment, I felt an immense sense of gratitude to God for his blessings. A small act of kindness can bring immeasurable joy. I pray that I may always remain humble, grounded and mindful of those who need me. Today also reminded me of my late maternal uncle, whose birthday falls on this day. He was one of the closest people in my life , a man who lived with the belief of giving. His presence is missed dearly, but I am sure he is smiling from above seeing that his values continue to live on in me in my own little way. The joy of giving felt deeper today as it beautifully coincided with the birthday...
Why Am I f**king so well in remembering dates? And the worst time starts in few hours from now. Iam already into some pain. An uneasy feeling inside for no reason.(after all it has ended and Am almost done with) What it was? Why it happened? How can it happen? To the the last 17sep I can recall, the goosebumps, sleepless night even though I had to leave at 3, the N no. of thoughts I had in mind, to the prayers I did standing in front of my altar(for which I feel so stupid), To the things I never thought about, to the first call l made & recorded and few more. All these are here right in front of me moving in a circular motion. I wanna cry my heart out. It was true. A pure heart suffered so much which I cannot accept. (May be the above is incomplete but I miss and at the same time regret) #Feeling blue #Habibi #myfirstblog
My thank you will never make sense to you. Neither will you realise what you mean in my life. But then forever I will be grateful for your existence in my life. One thing which I know for sure is a fact that one day it will be a hollow inside when your not there around. You mean much much more than you think. May be you will never know and may be I will never show. My forever 3am person❤️
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