On this beautiful day of the Nativity of Mother Mary , I experienced the simple joy of giving. This morning, I called the society security guard and handed over some unused groceries and clothes. The smile on his face is something I will cherish for life. His words touched me“This will be sufficient for many months, and my wife and daughter will be extremely happy.” In that simple moment, I felt an immense sense of gratitude to God for his blessings. A small act of kindness can bring immeasurable joy. I pray that I may always remain humble, grounded and mindful of those who need me. Today also reminded me of my late maternal uncle, whose birthday falls on this day. He was one of the closest people in my life , a man who lived with the belief of giving. His presence is missed dearly, but I am sure he is smiling from above seeing that his values continue to live on in me in my own little way. The joy of giving felt deeper today as it beautifully coincided with the birthday...
I have never been someone who believed in Valentine's Day. And this year, when I finally had someone special to share it with, I chose not to and let the day pass quietly. 14th February always felt overrated to me. Love, in my opinion, should not need a date on the calendar. But life has a way of surprising you. When I got into this relationship, I knew one thing, if I ever chose to celebrate love, it would be on 14th June. Because that day would feel real. Not chosen by the world, but by destiny. It's the day we met. The day I will always be grateful for. The day that would feel like it truly belongs to us. They say when you wish for something to unfold a certain way, the universe listens. Long back I decided that I never wanted to celebrate 14th February, and somehow, it aligned exactly that way. A surprise from my love was supposed to arrive on the evening of 14th February. Due to some issue, it got delayed. And instead of the evening, it arrived at 15th midnight. The door ...
Why Am I f**king so well in remembering dates? And the worst time starts in few hours from now. Iam already into some pain. An uneasy feeling inside for no reason.(after all it has ended and Am almost done with) What it was? Why it happened? How can it happen? To the the last 17sep I can recall, the goosebumps, sleepless night even though I had to leave at 3, the N no. of thoughts I had in mind, to the prayers I did standing in front of my altar(for which I feel so stupid), To the things I never thought about, to the first call l made & recorded and few more. All these are here right in front of me moving in a circular motion. I wanna cry my heart out. It was true. A pure heart suffered so much which I cannot accept. (May be the above is incomplete but I miss and at the same time regret) #Feeling blue #Habibi #myfirstblog
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