Some Realtionships are way beyond.

Way back you came as a stranger,

Never did I knew it would go this long.

Conversations were short but it was all worth it.

Sometimes days and at times weeks and months felt nothing.

Nothing at all.

Slowly those long years back then transformed into a beautiful relationship.

A relationship that was something different for Me.

No it wasn't Friendship,

Neither it was Love!

May be much more than that which I could not term.

Years passed and then did I realised,

You were all that I wanted.

No! Not as a Friend,

Nor as a Boyfriend,

Neither as a Spouse.

But, much more than that.

Much more then you could have ever thought of.

Never did I knew or thought that these long years could damage my inner self in the end.

Yes TBH, I don't want to think about it.

Cause for me it was something which I never thought about.

Yes I beleive "nothing is permanent" But I did not expect the end to happen this way.

Sacrificing your loved ones is something hard, but not for everyone, I realised.

For me years long relationship ain't a joke.

Also for that matter chucking off someone openly ain't that easy.

What I feel is, all these can only happen if it wasn't true.

It's a fact I believe!

And here I feel it was true on the other side.

Yes I cry but I smile too.

Yes I miss but I cherish too.

Yes I love but I hate too.

Yes I forgive but can't forget too.

Yes I'm hurt but I have moved on too.

And Yes! You're my Want but definitely not my need.

Some relations are way beyond..

Mine and Your's was one like that.

Later did I realised that one sided feelings.