Serenity.It was meant to End.

So this is referring to my first blog.

(Connections may be missing.)

Coz eyes are swelled but I have to end.

I was asked to wait for a year to get my answers.

Oh! So did I wait?

Yes,may be but really not.

A lot of informations broke me down in the last 10 months but still I was floating with some positive thoughts.

And then to my surprise, I see a relationship status.

For a moment I got numb, couldn't really comprehend the fact that I was cheated.

What next then??

Trying to control my tears as I had to sit on the dining with mom.

A feeling like going out near sea and shouting out loud.

But yes I was stuck coz I couldn't share the pain with anyone.

Days passed by and I kind of became stupid.

I realised "Love is Blind". Yes,indeed!

When I was lucky enough to get many informations indirectly, my heart really didn't wanted to accept and I still kept that 1% belief that all what I see on social media might be fake/ may just be fun or a time pass one. (Sounds stupid I know)

I wait, long to receive a call/sms.

Time passed by.

What I could only see is my self destruction.

I lost complete peace of mind.

I started having a feeling of becoming a depression patient soon.

Then one fine day (sept end),

I took a hard decision of saying Goodbye,though painful coz I had to get my answers.

Couple of months from there, I went to WestSide for shopping.

They say Music can take you back.

Yes indeed it takes you back to reminisce.

The song played and in few seconds I was on the Goa roads with my boy besides me, driving and taking me around. 

Shopping didn't go well and only thing I wanted to do is go back home and sleep.

But when you have smartphones in hand,you gotta do some useless stuff at times.

And so did I.

Unblocking and viewing the profile.

So what did I see??? 

Was it really something my heart didn't wished for? Yes, indeed!

ABC engaged to XYZ.

No I really don't wanted to cry.

So I took a deep breath,went to my washroom, flashed back all my thoughts, cried and it's the end.

I know,

Pyaar dhoka deta hai.

People change.

Everything happens for good.

But ye sab itni jaldi hota hai nahi pata tha.

Wishing all goodness to him and peace to myself.

#HabibiILovedYou