How can it happen?

So I have very few in my so called list of wanted people.
It's been a year where I have been hearing from my people that Iam not the same as I used to be before. 
I never trusted that statement till today.
Few days back I met an old and close friend of mine. 
His statement when I broke down "You are not the girl which I saw yesterday."
From then I am trying to  recollect the girl I used to be. 
Never was I like this in the past.
I feel like hangovers are less painful than heartbreaks.
I have been trying to erase some of the painful memories I mistakenly made for which I only regret. 
Things are hitting me hard and I'm unable to fathom the truth. 
Is it that easy to break a relationship in seconds and chase up with another in a short span.
In the last one year I have been getting heartburns.  I know I truly don't deserve but small mistakes led me to a situation where every second day I feel low. 
I have slowly become a person who doubts every single person. 


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