Mistakes I made and Chances I didn't take
Why Am I f**king so well in remembering dates? And the worst time starts in few hours from now. Iam already into some pain. An uneasy feeling inside for no reason.(after all it has ended and Am almost done with) What it was? Why it happened? How can it happen? To the the last 17sep I can recall, the goosebumps, sleepless night even though I had to leave at 3, the N no. of thoughts I had in mind, to the prayers I did standing in front of my altar(for which I feel so stupid), To the things I never thought about, to the first call l made & recorded and few more. All these are here right in front of me moving in a circular motion. I wanna cry my heart out. It was true. A pure heart suffered so much which I cannot accept. (May be the above is incomplete but I miss and at the same time regret) #Feeling blue #Habibi #myfirstblog